Unresolved and ignored issues generate anger. Anger builds up in time corrugating the emotional body. The next surfice crash, created under normal life conditions, might act as the canvas for this bloody explosion which is anger in motion. What is to be done, or not done, when faced with an enraged person?What if that person… Continue reading La Famiglia and Anger
It is past 4 o'clock AM. I am awake. Have been so for the past hour. The thought that I am back in my Patagonia just hit me. I am back in Italy. I am listening to know sounds. In a few moments, at about 5 and something AM, one of the neighbors will go… Continue reading While in Patagonia…
When you let yourself talk your truth you might get scared first. Scared of your own voice, of your own power. As if someone smuggled the microphone while you where too asleep. When you keep doing that you can't go back. If you do, the lie is smeared all over the place, on your skin,… Continue reading The voice
As I was walking out the front door, carrying my suitcase in one hand and the shabby shoes on my feet, Frau R. told me: Ich werfe dich nicht raus. I am not kicking you out. It was early in the morning. A humid and grey morning. The Herr of the house had left a few… Continue reading What am I doing here?
I want to bring into the light an aspect of my being which has been drowned into darkness ever since I found myself on this planet. In the family I come from sexuality was everywhere just because the parents were trying to stifle it at all costs. I could sense it coming out the space… Continue reading Life force
This is the second part of my conversation with Valeriu, my father, regarding his journeys into desperation. I thank him for having accepted to open up to me, to all of us, and spoke about his feelings and thoughts. My hope now, after having shared this bubble of silenced pain, is that we will be… Continue reading Licking wounds- Part 2
Sooner or later we all have to do it.This is the first step to healing. People try to avoid or to deal with their pain in different ways. Stepping over it. Pushing it away. Ignoring it for the sake of keeping up with social requirements. Some bury themselves under heaps of work, or entertainment, or… Continue reading Licking wounds